What a week it was last week for me. From public related issues to personal related ones. What make me feel a bit regret was I didn’t do something that I planned earlier a few weeks ago which is to buy Michael Jackson’s album because he was trying to make a comeback concert. So I really wanted to show some supports to buy some original cds. Surely the price for his albums will shoot up ridiculously now.
Then there was big shock in my career part which require me to make some decisions. I keep thinking about what road should I take and does it really is the path that I want to take? (the details of the story can’t be written here! — next story –>)
On another case, I thought it was an annual routine thing that I had done since I was a baby. So I went to meet my doctor who still look young even though his age suggested else. You make your own calculation: A doctor who not just took an ordinary medical degree but master in cardiology. How many years of study it will take? I was one of his earliest patient and I was his patient since I was born. So you can roughly calculated his age. Why he still look the same every year?
After a few minutes of echocardiogram , the doctor told me the result of the diagnosis and his verdict. I thought he will say the sentence he will say year in year out. To my surprise, he told me that I should be ready by now after all those years. I don’t know how to react. I just smiled at him and he ask me to told my family about it. He also told me what are the options that I got and what will be the output from it.
After the session was finished, I rushed back to catch bus back to my hometown. My mind was blank at some point and full of thought at another point. I should be ready for it long time ago yet I really don’t know how to react to it at that time. I guess I have to trust my doctor and let him do the rest of it for me.
Today is the last day of June 2009 and last day of the 1st half of year. So many things happened and I think I should be glad that I still alive, huh? I once told myself I wasn’t fear of death but now I really hope that I can continue to breath until all my dreams come true. Perhaps I shouldn’t think too much about it.
PS: It’s time of the year where new batch coming in to university again. Here I wish them good luck and I hope they enjoy their orientation week. I think I will never forget my orientation days either during the time I entered university or the time of being facilitator to them. Hope to turn the clock again.
