Once again – “Time flies so fast…” HAHA… The 1st of year 2009 is coming to an end. So many happened in the past few months that I almost want to forget most of “them” as well too. From lost of someone who are very close to me to some diversion of path that I want to walk into make me want to shed some tears when I was thinking about it. I felt helpless when I wished to go back in time and correct some of the mistakes that I think that I made. However, history will remained a history. I guess nothing I can do for now already.
A few days ago, I saw some of your friends’ picture for their convocation. If you were still in this world, I’m sure you will be there, going up and receive your diploma scroll. You once told me that you really can’t wait for the moment to come. What I can said? “So close, yet so far… huh?”. I don’t know why I felt want to cry out whenever I saw your photo at home even though I didn’t think much about you. I hope all family members can stay strong as ever.
I not quite sure what will be happening in the next few months. I just wished I will be able to redefine my path of life again so that I can be happier and spread it to others as well. Hope my prayer will be answered.
