Flurry of the Day

It was a routine day for me as I go out from my house at Seksyen 17, PJ to took bus to KL. Initially I planned to walk as slow as possible to see whether I will miss out the bus or not. HAHA… It seems to be no matter how slow I walked, I still managed to take the 7.30am bus (got a lot of other buses, so I never worried at all) as the bus was waiting to fill up more passengers that time.Along the way to KL, there was traffic jams at UM’s entrance junction, Pantai Baru area, and Jalan Bangsar. That time, I was thinking of being late for another “cheaper” bus from KL to SK (or Seri Kembangan). When I arrived at KL, it was already around 8.20am and I supposed to miss out the cheaper bus to my work place. Somehow I still managed to get the bus just in time to SK. HEHE…

However, it wasn’t a very productive day for me as I still can’t managed to find the solution to one of task that I suppose to have it done this week. In the end, I spent the entire day searching the Internet to solve the problem. I ended up signing up for Microsoft’s forum and posted my enquiries there. Gosh, I did get a few responses. As usual I take KTM from Serdang around 6.30pm back to KL. Luckily, the train to Rawang was on time today compared to those to Seremban. So I managed to arrived at KL again before 7pm (I seldom get back there that early oh) At KL Sentral, I stumbled upon McD sundae stall. So I decided to have one. I brought a Cornetto Chocolate Mcflurry (Haha, the most expensive among all) which cost me RM5.

While walking along the alley from KL Sentral to Jalan Tun Sambanthan, I had my Mcflurry. Hmm… It tasted quite good especially the chocolate chip. Haha… To add to my lucky day, the bus to PJ came as I arrived at bus stop at Jalan Tun Sambanthan. In the end I arrived at my home at around 7.40pm. To be exact, I used almost 3 hours every day travelling to and from work place. Along the journey, I can saw many kinds of people and keep me wondering “…Is this what I wanted last time?” Maybe I will drive a car in KL later in the future. HAHA, what car huh? It’s a secret till that time comes…

PS: This Saturday will mark 1 year since my last final exam paper. Gosh I wonder why I remember that date so much. Perhaps that day is really a special date for me.

我希望有一天我们可以再一次见面。希望那时候我们可以跟对方笑。

Weekend at KL (Week 17 of the year)

Date: 25th April 2009 to 26th April 2009
Place: Sunway Pyramid and Mid Valley

Haha, after working for 7 weeks, I finally didn’t go back to my hometown. I already back to my home sweet home for total of 6 times prior to this week. Since next week will be an extra one day holiday for Labours’ Day, I decided to stay at KL this week and enjoy my weekend here. Plus my fellow coursemates already asked me to go out meet them at KL several times.

On saturday, I went to Sunway to meet 2 of my coursemates, Farhan (we usually call him Ahmad, haha) and Martin (I usually call him Atin, he said that his family usually call him like that). That is my only second time to there especially Sunway Pyramid. The 1st one I only get to meet Ahmad during my visit to KL before 2009 Chinese New Year.

Atin, who was my 2nd year roomate and I haven’t seen him since our PSM 2 presentation day is the reason I go there that day. I still can remember the day when he waved goodbye to me at Bunga Raya during the last day I stay at hostel and 2nd last day I at Melaka for year 2008.

Neverthenless, it was a satisfying meeting with them as I see not much change in them for friendship towards me. They still like to crack jokes on each others especially me and I certainly have some laughter that day. Thanks you guys for making my days. Hope we can go out more in the near future.

On Sunday, I sleep till around 8 in the morning even I sleep quite late the night before. Perhaps working hour already become a routine for me. So I wake up and listen to the song I discovered a few days ago. Gosh I listen to it several times even though I can’t understand it.

In the late evening, I went to Mid Valley which is near to my place with my brother as he said he was too bored of doing revision for final exams. Haha, I really can’t remember how many times I go to there already. For dinner, we had a japanese meal named teppanyaki at food court inside the mall.

Teppanyaki at Food Junction (before) The chicken meat is ok but the meal is too salty especially its "taugeh"

After...

It was an enjoyable days afterall as I spent so much money on just 2 days. Gosh, if I got a gf, then I think I can become bankrupt soon. Haha… joking here… The earphone for handphone I brought was quite good and the ZZ Gundam full episode DVDs will be my entertainment for few weeks. HAHA as my boss always said “Work hard and play even harder!”. Peace!

Gundam Seed Destiny Ending Song – Reason by Tamaki Nami

The further apart we are
The closer I feel to you
When I think of you
I turn my loneliness into strength

We still don’t know
That we cannot come to terms with each other with words alone
You told me not to give up on that dream
The dream that I lost
Because all I wanted was to embrace you

The further apart we are
The closer I feel to you
When I think of you
I turn my loneliness into strength

My heart will ache
From the piercing shard of my dream
Please believe once again
In the miracle that let us meet as we are

Come and Go

Hmm… These are the words that I heard from several of my friends lately. For me, those are the words that I don’t feel comfortable with it. Perhaps I am a person who can’t let go off things easily or maybe I used to hold things tightly, too tightly.

In my eyes, I regarded everything that come into my life as part of my daily life whether it is possessions of material, kinship, friendship, or even relationship. I valued all of them very much as I accepted it as gift from the God. Till now, I’m grateful because I still can have it to keep me feel fortunate to have them yet joyful because I can get more than I wished for.

Ya, I admitted that I am a human after all who got greed in mind. It is just a matter how big it is that differentiate us. Most of the times, I want more in life. Maybe this drives me to go to some length to achieve something but I know I not quite there yet. Yet sometimes, I feel want to quit from doing those things that I currently doing because some bumps I encountered while proceeding to my intended destination.

My friend send an forwarded email to me a few days ago which told me a lot of things. It said that “comfort never make a stronger person and use your ability in the right place”. As I mentioned in my blog several months ago, people will never feel what is real comfort unless they undergo some difficulty in some stage of their life. Coziness will only make a person feel lazy and whining even when small problems occured.

Last time when I was in the losing end, I was crying in the heart and keep blaming people for it. Perhaps it was ego that told us that we are always on the right side, not them. One of my friends said that things come and go. I still remembered that I able to do that last time but why not this time? Last time, I woke up in the morning and told myself “Let move on, it’s all but over”. That was some kind of relief in the heart for me that time.

I had a chat with my friend during dinner yesterday. He told me that he already plan to head elsewhere in the near future. In my head that time, I was telling myself that I’m going to miss another friend in my life in the future. I’m not sure whether we will ever meet again after that. Perhaps I should learn from my friend who can be so care free to act “easy come easy go” whenever she encounter any problem in life.

I really hope I can wake up in the morning one day and tell myself “Let move on, things come and go in life” once again. I not sure when it will happened but I think it won’t occurred yet in the near time. May time show you what it mean and heal my despair. “Yo amor tu para seimpre!”…

Waiting can be bitter as a pill yet the outcome could be sweet as sugar. Aiming to be better all the times.

PS: Actually I got apply literature course last time but got computer science instead. Well, who knows what will happened next? Still remember poem titled “The Road Not Taken”… Simple yet meaningful… Enjoy it, Peace… HEHE…

Life Full of Drama

When I was a small kid, I like to watch drama on TV most of the time. Let it be Hong Kong’s TVB drama, Taiwanese’s novel adapted drama (Mandarin and Hokkien) or American soap opera, I can glued on my seat in front of the ‘box’ for the entire day. I still wondered why I can’t read and write in Mandarin till now. HAHA… Whenever I watched those programs, I used to think whether my life in the future will be happening as in drama or dull as everything are routine.

Before I continue, I would like to express my appreciation to my all Friendster and WordPress blog readers especially you for reading my blog whenever you have the chance. You know who you are. I hope you will continue to read my blog as I enjoyed to do it on yours too. You know what? The reason I back to blogging world at the end of 2007 is because I rediscovered my purpose of having blog a few years earlier. You once told me that you wrote blog because you want to share your feeling with your readers no matter it is joy or sorrow events in your daily life.

Ok, back to blog the now.

As I was about to end my secondary school period, many unhappy events in the family begun to creep in and it really change the life of each of our family members forever. One of my best friend used to say “The only certainties in life is uncertainties”. I think he is right about it. Even till now, the effect of those events still haunted me because it stretched till the end of my 2nd year in university. I guess I finally begin to feel relief when I begin my 3rd year where my family’s fortune begin to turn to good again. For me, the year 2008 was a good year as we begin to picking up those shattered piece again.

I have many expectations in the year 2009. Maybe perhaps when we were enjoying the joy together as family again, God once again want to give us another test. The lost of “you” was the most unacceptable thing in our life. We all here feel that you still have a lot to enjoy in this world. Some people wonder why I cancelled my plan to continue study. I tell you all now. I want to fulfill “your” wish to see us have a job before you having it. I hope “you” are happy with it. I will work hard towards the better days for the family. I pray that God will bless my career as ever.

When I told my colleague about it, he was unable to believe it in the begining. He said “Wah, why your life can be like those in drama? Unbelievable!”. I guess that make life happening. I told myself many times these few weeks. No other matter in my life can be more sorrow than “you” leaving us.

Ya, I know some of you might think why my blog keep saying sad things or something like that. What I can say that some of you just don’t know the real pain of losing your loved one unless you experience it yourself. Only by remembering them will keep us strong to face future challenges. That’s memories’ definition for me.

10 weeks since you left us. May your soul rest in peace. The truth will be unveiled oneday. I hope the perpetrator will suffer later in his life.

PS: All the best to my special friend. Hope we can still keep in contact in the future. Who knows what will happened next? May each day will keep us growing up. I not mean fat, OK. HAHA… Peace..

Banana 的 Blog

Haha, 这个是我第一次用华文打字在blog。 我知道你们一定笑我忽然写这样的东西。 你们不要问我为什么。 我想因为我要学怎样打话语字。我还记得我的朋友怎样叫我 banana 因为我不会读跟写中文。我希望有一天我可以写一个好的 blog 给你们读。我觉得打中文字真的很难因为我用了大概两个小时写这个东西。算了，banana 怎样也是 banana。看我会不会下次写中文。如果你们要给意见，我希望你们写英文算了。 Hehe…

Long Time No Sweat and Stretch in Such Extent

I can’t remembered when was the last time I went for a jog and sweat it out. I guess it was during my short semester when I went to the top of the hill with my coursemates that time. Surely, we won’t have that chance anymore in the future. I still don’t know why I decided to do it at first. Finally, I resolved to have a run at my hometown’s neighbourhood. At first I planned to play basketball but since the court here was full used up, I cancelled my initial plan.

Why I suddenly want to sweat it all up? Maybe I felt down that time because of what happened to me last weekend. I hear that exercise help people to reduce stress so I want to try it out afterall. It’s definitely a tough week for me as I had to judge my personal problems with workload at the office. When I encountered the problem last week, I was crying the whole night and wondering why it is happening again and what actually went wrong between us.

I seek several friends for their advices on the matters and it served as a platform for me to share things with them too. Here I thanks you guys and gals for helping me a bit in going through the time. Luckily, it didn’t effect much on my time at the office as I usually tend to move away from problems when I’m busy. The problem is when I’m free and got nothing to do, I will started to have thought about it again.

My friend told me this sentence “The only certainties is uncertainties”. I think that he was right about it. All the ways till that day, I always thought it will certain going to happen in my way but fate doesn’t allowed me to have it that way. I really hope I can move on as soon as I can so that it won’t effect my life later on.

No matter what happened, I hope we can still deal with it in peace and harmony. I guess I have to keep some things myself first for the time beings. All the best…