Important Week Ahead (28th Week of 2009)

First week of the 2nd half of 2009 has begun.

Today was 6th July. What I can say about? Perhaps I shouldn’t  remember this date again in the future. For last year, it was my first day at Penang before I start my internship that time and another year before it was a day where I meet someone who I considered not significant that time. But later I think it was a nice meeting for us. Maybe I shouldn’t dwell about it already. Moving on perhaps? Hmmm…

Tomorrow will be 7th July 2009. If you make a calculation, 2 years ago was dated 7th July 2007 or people recognised it as “777″ or magnificient 7 day. I was very happy on this date 2 years ago where my family received a stroke of luck that brought us out from problems that haunted us from a few years back. I thank God for giving us this gift on this special date. Perhaps I should thank my late brother for this gift to us indirectly. My mom always cry when she told us about it.

Regarding the doctor report on my last blog entry, I finally can accept the fact and will just let it come to me. Will get more on the it later this week and discuss with the doctor about what to do next. I guess what had to come must be receive with open arm. I just hope I can continue to do what I want to do all this time after that.

At least there were some consolation for me these few days. I finally can drive the car which is under my name. Haha… Yet I still think that driving a manual transimission car is a lot fun compared to auto gear car. Of course the different is the feel of power, the moment of changing gear and acceleration in driving. To my friends who drive auto car, please don’t drive so fast as it will waste your petrol especially those with old car.

Hope my second half of year will be a happy ones as the past few years.

Expected and Unexpected Result

What a week it was last week for me. From public related issues to personal related ones. What make me feel a bit regret was I didn’t do something that I planned earlier a few weeks ago which is to buy Michael Jackson’s album because he was trying to make a comeback concert. So I really wanted to show some supports to buy some original cds. Surely the price for his albums will shoot up ridiculously now.

Then there was big shock in my career part which require me to make some decisions. I keep thinking about what road should I take and does it really is the path that I want to take? (the details of the story can’t be written here! — next story –>)

On another case, I thought it was an annual routine thing that I had done since I was a baby. So I went to meet my doctor who still look young even though his age suggested else. You make your own calculation: A doctor who not just took an ordinary medical degree but master in cardiology. How many years of study it will take? I was one of his earliest patient and I was his patient since I was born. So you can roughly calculated his age. Why he still look the same every year?

After a few minutes of echocardiogram , the doctor told me the result of the diagnosis and his verdict. I thought he will say the sentence he will say year in year out. To my surprise, he told me that I should be ready by now after all those years. I don’t know how to react. I just smiled at him and he ask me to told my family about it. He also told me what are the options that I got and what will be the output from it.

After the session was finished, I rushed back to catch bus back to my hometown. My mind was blank at some point and full of thought at another point. I should be ready for it long time ago yet I really don’t know how to react to it at that time. I guess I have to trust my doctor and let him do the rest of it for me.

Today is the last day of June 2009 and last day of the 1st half of year. So many things happened and I think I should be glad that I still alive, huh? I once told myself I wasn’t fear of death but now I really hope that I can continue to breath until all my dreams come true. Perhaps I shouldn’t think too much about it.

PS: It’s time of the year where new batch coming in to university again. Here I wish them good luck and I hope they enjoy their orientation week. I think I will never forget my orientation days either during the time I entered university or the time of being facilitator to them. Hope to turn the clock again.

Weekend at KL (Week 25 of the year)

Date: 20th June 2009 to 21th June 2009

Place: [For Saturday] Mid Valley, Times Square, Sungai Wang Plaza, Lowyat
[For Sunday] Bukit Jalil, Sunway Pyramid, Carrefour Sri Petaling (Endah Parade)

HAHA, for the 2nd time only since I start working, I didn’t go back to hometown. This weekend, I went to meet some of my hometown friends who either work or study at Klang Valley area. What I can say about those two days? Thrill, spill and drill. Why? Bacause we went to place that we seldom go together, using quite amount of money and yet still able to enjoy those moments.

It had been a long time since we can gather like this. If I not mistaken, I think that we haven’t go on a trip like this since 2 years ago when we go to KL too for some shoppings spree. HAHA… I also want to thank one of my friend’s friend who drive for us with his Perodua Kancil. It was a real eye-opener for me to know more places and roads in Klang Valley as it might be useful for me when I worked in another site in the future.

The most unforgetable things during both days will be the CHICKEN BUFFET at Sunway Pyramid. I never ate so many chicken meats in a single meal before. I had around 1 and half plate of fried chickens, 1 plate of spaghetti, and 1 plate of salad plus a few glasses of Coke! I think I won’t eat chicken meat for a few days in the time being. Neverthenless, it was a delicious meal and I might recommend my coursemates later when we plan to gather again in few weeks time.

i spent a quite amount of money to buy somethings that I already left it since my internship at Penang. HAHA… yup, it’s Gundams again. Hope I can show it to you all in the blog entry in the future as I still have some unfinished Gundams at home which I didn’t touch either since those days.

I wished to have this kind of days again in coming weeks. Thanks again, amigos!

PS: I saw this sentence when I looked at some cards inside my wallet. I received it from my housemates during my internship at Penang. Sure some of you know what those words come from. It sound like this “…Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than a one who takes a city…” Thanks for nice card again…

Sharing With You

Placing every pieces of my dreams,
Wishing every stars of my own sky,
Enjoying every minutes of my daily life,
Keeping every memories of my voyage story,
Drawing every paintings into my words,
Displaying every pictures into my expressions,
Because I wished to share it with you very much.

Wish You Were There & Defining a New Journey

Once again – “Time flies so fast…” HAHA… The 1st of year 2009 is coming to an end. So many happened in the past few months that I almost want to forget most of “them” as well too. From lost of someone who are very close to me to some diversion of path that I want to walk into make me want to shed some tears when I was thinking about it. I felt helpless when I wished to go back in time and correct some of the mistakes that I think that I made. However, history will remained a history. I guess nothing I can do for now already.

A few days ago, I saw some of your friends’ picture for their convocation. If you were still in this world, I’m sure you will be there, going up and receive your diploma scroll. You once told me that you really can’t wait for the moment to come. What I can said? “So close, yet so far… huh?”. I don’t know why I felt want to cry out whenever I saw your photo at home even though I didn’t think much about you. I hope all family members can stay strong as ever.

I not quite sure what will be happening in the next few months. I just wished I will be able to redefine my path of life again so that I can be happier and spread it to others as well. Hope my prayer will be answered.

Home Sweet Home – Now I Know Why

Another weekend at hometown again! Hooray…

It have been 3 months since I started to work at KL and it seems to be I still keep on back to my own family home almost every weeks which is contrast to what I did during my university’s days. At least, I feel comfort and freedom whenever I inside the place where I called home. Maybe I seldom tasted it when I was studying in Melaka last time. I used to asked my friends why they like to go back home almost every week whenever they got the opportunity to do so. Now I know why. I guess I already gone back hometown more than they can imagined before. One of my friends even tagged me with the term “PBSM” (Pasti Balik Setiap Minggu) HAHA…

No matter how cosy my place of stay at KL is, I think that I still miss my hometown very much. I hope one day I can translate this kind of family’s warmness into my own ones. Hope to build this kind of feeling with my future family …HAHA…

PS: All da best to all my friends no matter what they are anticipating this month of June…

Miss You So Much, 111 days

Almost 16 weeks since you left us from this world. Really miss those days when we used to chat whether on messenger or verbally about sporting events and latest gadgets. Sometimes I tried to recall back how your voice sounded like and what words you will said during our conversation.

It’s seems to be the members of house no longer heard the sound of basketball bouncing around as you used to do it last time before you went out to go to play some hoop game at your favourite court at the town basketball hall. I seldom played basketball these days and all I can do is to make some sound at our home car garage with your basketball ball. We too seldom catched up the lastest new reagrding what happened in the NBA recently and when I looked up at it this week, it seems to be that many things had already changed.

For your information, last year champion already eliminated in the conference’s semi final because they were without KG. HAHA… PP aka The Truth alone not enough for Boston Celtics. Actually I anticipated a showdown between your favourite player, LBJ and mine, CA for this year NBA Finals. However, both of their team were eliminated in the Conference Finals by Orlando Magic and LA Lakers. Hmm… At least got another favourite player of yours got into the finals, right? HAHA… Hope KB will be able to win the championship at last without ONeil!

Anyway, hope you are happy wherever you are now. We will continue to be strong to face future challenges. I’ll remember your words: “Comfort never make a person stronger and satisfied. It will only make you weaker day by day. Never regret about what had happened in the past, instead try to prove to the world that you can stand up again!”.

May your soul rest in peace, brother…